I could lie. I could tell you I miss you; that I'm so happy your back. But that, would be too easy. No, I think I like it this way. I like watching you suffer. It's your own fault, you know. Your weak. Like a twig, broken in two. It makes me want to laugh. Its unbareable, really, how well you disapoint me. Your pathetic. On your knees, begging. Why can't you see, your a bug on my winshield; nothing but a waste of my time. Your useless. God, how I love you.
First best friend: Aaron Heartman First car: honda crx First crush: alex...? First screen name: kaykay92 First self purchased album: ...i have no clue. First funeral: Clayton's.. First pets: my dog Lassie First piercing/tattoo: my ears when i was 5, my tattoo at 15 First musician you remember hearing in your house: ozzy
LASTS. Last cigarette: last night Last car ride: last night Last good cry: saturday night (Brad made me do it!) Last movie seen: Without A Paddle Last beverage drank: root beer Last food consumed: string cheese Last phone call: Brad Last time showered: yesterday Last shoes worn: my flip flops Last cd played: bls, mofia Last item bought: pack of reds Last annoyance: ray Last time scolded: ..i cant remember Last shirt worn: my yellow rock music one Last website visited: live jopurnal Last word you said: ..like the Ronald McDonald House? Last song you sang: don't speak
What color socks are you wearing? invisible What kind/color underwear are you wearing? a black thong What's under your bed/matress? alot.. What time did you wake up today? 2 Where do you want to go? johnnys house Where are you going to live? Crestview or Valparaiso How many kids do you want? 3 What kind of car(s): a civic, or a jeep
CURRENT. Current mood: freezing Current music: last dance with mary jane by tom petty Current taste: my soda Current hair: up Current clothes: sweat pants, a tank, and a sweater Current annoyance(s): having to pee Current desktop picture: a fairy Current book: emotinaly weird Current color of toenails: silver Current time: 6:40pm
UNIQUE. 1. Nervous Habits? butterflys 2. Are you double jointed? yea 3. Can you roll your tongue? yea 4. Can you raise one eyebrow? no 5. Can you blow spit bubbles? no 6. Can you cross your eyes? yes 7. Tattoos? or piercings?? one tat, 3 piercing 9. Do you make your bed daily? usally
LA LA LAND. What's your sleeping position? stomach Do you snore? no Do you talk in your sleep? no Do you sleepwalk? i used to sleep eat Do you sleep with stuffed animals? yes How about with the light on? never Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on? radio is a must Do you like to sneeze? sometimes
1. Name: Kate 2. your nick name: kit-kat 3. Birthday: june 18th 4. Place of Birth: York, P.A.
6. Male or Female: female 7. Grade: 12 8. School: Niceville High 9. Occupation: school 10. Location: my house...in valp 11. Screen Names: syntheticinabow, moosegoesmooo 12. Hair Color: redish brown 13. Hair Long or Short: long 14. Eye Color: brown 16. Height: 5'4 18. Shoe Size: 8 20. Glasses: sometimes 21. Piercings: ears, belly next week 22. Tattoos: birdfish** om my hip 23. Righty or Lefty: both
___YOUR FiRSTS___ 24. First Kiss: Scott 25. First B.F/ G.F: John 26. First best friend: Aaron 27. First Award: for ballet (age 5) 28. First Sport You joined: ballet then cheerleading 29. First Pet: my doggie lassie... 30. First Vacation: california 31. First Concert: ..none 32. First Love: Scott
___ FAVORITES___ 33. Movie: My Girl, Don't Tell Mom The Babysitters Dead 34. TV Show: Golden Girls 35. Color: green, purple 36. Band: Orgy 37. Song: Free Falling by Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers 38. Food: mash potatos 39. Drink: apple juice 40. Candy: sock tarts 41. Sport To Play: vollyball, ice hockey 42. Sport To Watch: ice hockey 43. Brand Of Clothing: dollhouse 44. Store: Goodwill, hot topic 45. School Subject: math 46. Animal: raven 47. Book: Girl, Interupted
___CURRENTLY___ 49. Eating: nothing 50. Drinking: nothing 51. Typing to on IM: mike 52. Online: yes 53. Listening To: tv chatter 54. Thinking About: last night 55. Wanting To: be with brad right now 56. Watching: disney 57. Wearing: stripper sweat pants and Syndle's shirt 58. Want Kids: yes, 3 59. Want to Get married: yes 60. Careers in Mind: journalist, tatto artist, stage actress
WHiCH iS BETTER WiTH THE OPPOSiTE SEX___ 67. Cute or Sexy: cute 68. Lips or Eyes: eyes 69. Hugs or Kisses: hugs 71. Easygoing or serious: serious that knows how to have fun 72. Romantic or Spontaneous: spontaneous 73. Fatty or Skinny: middle 74. Sensitive or Loud: sensitive 75. Hook-up or Relationship: Relationship 76. Sweet or Caring: caring 77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: trouble
___HAVE YOU EVER__ 78. Kissed a Stranger: yes 79. Drank Alcohol: yes 80. Smoked: yes 81. Ran Away From Home: yes 82. Broken a Bone: yes - my pinky toe 83. Got an X-ray: no 84. Broke Up With Someone: yes 85. Broken Someone's Heart: yes 86. Turned Someone Down: yes 87. Cried When Someone Died: ...very much... 88. Cried At School: yes
___DO YOU BELIEVE IN___ 89. God: no 90. Miracles: no 91. Love At First Sight: yes 92. Ghosts: not really 93. Aliens: no 94. Soul Mates: yes 95. Heaven: no 96. Hell: no 97. Cheating: no 99. Horoscopes: no
100. Is There Someone You Want Right Now But Cant Have?: nope
Put an "x" for yes, a "?" for dont know and leave blank if no.
WOULD YOU... [_] go out with me? [_] give me your number? [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a movie with me? [_] let me take you out to dinner? [_] let me drive you somewhere [ ] take a shower with me? [_] be my bf/gf? [_] have a fling with me? [_] let me buy you a drink? [_] take me home for the night? [ ] Would you let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] give me a piggyback ride? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere [ ] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me? [_] lick my cheek? [_] listen to billy idol with me? [_] dance with me? [_] let me make you breakfast? [ ] tap me in the Butt? [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle me to death? [_] let me tickle you? [_] stick up for me if i was being put down? [ ] carress my body? [ ] play strip poker with me? [_] say yes if i asked you out? [_] let me wear your pants? [_] borrow a pair of my underwear if yours for some reason got ruined? [_] let me borrow your underwear if for some reason mine got ruined? [ ] get wasted with me? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bring me around your friends?
D0 Y0U... [_] think im cute? [_] think im hot? [_] want to kiss me? [_] want to cuddle wit me? [_] want to hook up with me?
ARE WE... [_] aquintences? [_] friends? [_] in a relationship? [_] gonna have kids?
AM i... [_] smart? [_] cute? [_] funny? [_] cool? [_] loveable? [_] adorable? [_] compassionate? [_] annoying? [_] great to be with? [_] attractive? [_] mean? [_] odd?
HAVE Y0U EVER... [_] thought about me? [_] thought there might be an "us"? [_] thought about hookin up with me? [_] found yourself wanting a kiss from me? [_] wished i were there? [_] grabbed me? [_] had a crush on me? [_] idolized me? [_] wanted my number? [_] had a dream about me? [_] been distracted by me?
ARE Y0U... [_] done with this survey? [_] happy you know me? [_] mad at me? [_] thinkin bout me?
WHOO! today was just like the past week, and teh week before that, and before that, etc... We did 2-0 CO though, giving us 3rd place, and a sure spot in finals... But, none of teh people that would ever read this would acre about that in the least.
My room smells. It used to smeel like dirty feet, now its some odd smell thats kinda like cigarettes, but I don't know why...
And some fuckin how, a (quite nice) stereo APPEARED in my room... and I already have a stereo... So it confused me quite a bit. But now, I have 6 good speakers hooked up to my computer for super extra can't make it all that loud noise! YAY!
There, now that you've glanced into my boring life, are you happy now?
I simply can't imagine a world without you. Well, I can, but I don't want to and that makes all the difference, doesn't it? I want to tell you I love you and that I always will, but I hold my tongue and simply watch you smile. I don't want this moment to end. There are so many things I want to say but finding the words to fit, now thats another story. You make it seem so easy to move on, acting like you don't care. You told me, now that I am gone, that you think about me all the time. Inside you make me scream. I can see right through you though. It hurts you too, doesn't it? To see the tears roll down my cheek. But isn't it ironic? Rather convenient I must say, convenient for you.